Social engineering.

           

There is such a thing as knowing to much learned that the hard way, having the eye can be fun but also the worst you could possible get, think i've always had it. Found out when i was 30 years old, we all have our stuff to drag along as we go along this bouncy castle of life. up and down as some might know. Know for a fact that there is a war going on right now that few will or can talk about. Tried to explain but seems to get lost in the echo of all the noise going on. 

People changing there ideas and personality as the light goes from em. ive always been a rational person that looks from the logic point of view, but these days don't know, but one thing for sure that everything i eat, smoke drink watch is edited, trying to erase memory.

 Setting me up as a scapegoat was lets say unsuccessful, though still on medication only a small amount, pretty good from what i've been trough. A racor sharp screaming noise is going on as i write this. pretty sure more are also getting it. As far as i know the weather is weird, been for some time now, I was as must know i think in a rotten place, now it feels like more than one party is trying to get me to fall, music is edited video and so on. As i say total social engineering. 

Trying to figure out the plan of it all, just know that after i spend  months in solitude, things changed a lot, As my father says they are all hores in this, i did not cooperate with anyone or anything, just really wanted to be alone, but seems like that is no option anymore. Seems like just giving a rat about what is going on would be selfish.

Seen a lot in my life so far but this time seems to hit the record, most humans i encounter seems to have an alternative motive, then somehow i pull the light from em and they just sit and stare out in the air like the lost all sense of where they where going know i lost my boat somewhere along the way, an a nice nurse saying i would not lose anything but move to where i am now.

The flickinger from the street light is well how to put it annoying, and also the constant screaming in my ears, goes away with some music, but when that is altered also it's pretty clear to figure out whats going on. Trying to get one to fire up or slow down as also the instruments and colors.

More to come if i'm still here   

New era.

Tell someone he should fly he will try all he can even though looks are every where, tell him he's a dog then he want to be a cat. Small dog then he want to be a big dog. Say he's a girl then well yea he want to be a man, and visa verso.

In reality there is no escape from a shark tank only the fools doing illegal crap to get out of it, then you kinda trap your self in a hole you cant get out of.

So in theory just relax and just ignore the signs telling you to be something your really not, like your too thin or your fat, your buff or weak. The world is changing all the time i c it but kinda pretend I'm not ;)

Son of sam

So the knocking, the fun games ?, manipulation is all about having control and you really don't have that, as i say the road taken is really not the road you wanna go. sanity is a state of mind, just like being a human on the track is.

Why ruin the uncut diamond ?

All really got an idea of what life is all about but are you right ? . Really no the drifter was right taking the jobs as he went along, i know i'm in prison all want me to break out of it, but are you sure you're not the one locked up ?

The endless race for happiness, wanting to belong, when do the road end, really never cause you dont have the answer for happiness.

I know what the game is but are you ready to play fair well i'm in, but instead of trying to make me into something i'm really not, try walking a road no one ever been.

And just keep taking away form me in the end you will still have me, just you fckers that are lost in the race for the sublime and you know what that ain't never gonna happen.

Well mr n3o we just want what you asked for well ? do you know my plan, do you know my pleasures yes the fcking make it happen instead of running around like, you don't have a clue, and we what you 2 be 100% well YOU WOULD NOT LIKE THAT.

And i'm not mad, just hate the ignorance.

Eye of the storm.

So i guess it's one big mess, religion, sickness, politics, lower class, middle class, upper class, peace violence, serenity, chaos, war. and so on. But all in all it's about the money, those that got and those in seek of it, fame and no fame, really not hard to understand why there is no middle class anymore.

in this search for perfection we lose yourself completely, so this masquerade is set up to get the best out of all, kinda like the biggest inventions are did happen during war times, when most were not in the safe element.

I understand in order to get world peace we need to crack a few eggs, get a little chaos in our lives ain't a bad idea for those that can walk the line, i just don't get why there could not be some kind of order in it, no all running around like headless chickens.

In this search for the ultimate ride we lost what really matters, some of us isolated os from the world, cause we could c that it all where going to "hel". Got laughed @ for our opinions, ideas, standpoint, and now you want us to fly.

Making the daily life a living hel for me and taking away my well how do we put it, everything testing my sanity, could be fun for those watching, super reality show indeed, a human can be manipulated but everything even those that IS should c themselves as "normal".

Why are we trying to ruin the last bit of souls we got left ?.

Another day

So here we are today, sun is shining and we got a little smarter, think i'm going on a bike ride later today, and some bodybuilding. Hope there are some pretty purple colours and flowers out there ;) . and no im really not gay never been never will be. don't get why a lot of guys both want both tittyes and d**k, but i must say i really don't care, if you urge is ladyboys then go ahead, you not strange in my eyes, but i will say i don't understand it. If you want silicon tits hey go a on but don't come after and say you regret it.

If we really are all animals then well i think we should be monkeys, and i can be the silverback gorilla o_0, as i say i really dont care what you do or dont just dont hurt others in the progress, and stop that elite crap. We all made mistakes but some can be forgiven others should NOT.

Ive been to lesbian and gay clubs, well even hit on a guy ones for fun, really nice places. But i went there for the cheap beer, but found out that there was a lot of love there.

And i would strongly say im NOT a racist never been, never will be i only look @ eyes not colour.



Let's have a fantasticccc day and "pray" for those that are in need of it.

And yes i understand The scene  ******

And Torrent was ******

ReLaX.

Just got my self an apartment today nice and simple ;) . looking forward to get in swimming every day since it is my favorite element. Not sure what to do then guess ill just go where ever the wind takes me. and yea learned a lot but hey im also a really fast leaner, in general shits messed up but been like that for ages, the learning system is really set up so no one asks what is really right, religion keeps up caged in lies, we got a left wing/man right wing woman pissing on each others like it was a school fight, and in the center, well there is really no center anymore, im a simple man of course i got urges but i keep em in the limits of what is moral right, but yes i speak my mind and i always did got me kicked out of class many times. I just cant get why no one understand the main picture ? we are all so small in this universe but still we urge to be something we really are not. but hey as a say im a simple man might even be a idiot who really knows, im pretty sure no one does, but live your lives and don't hurt others, unless the hit you, then well game on.

Yes i do feel all emotions but i just feel em 2 much.

c y out there someday.....

George Denis Patrick Carlin

(May 12, 1937 – June 22, 2008) was an American comedian, social critic, actor, and author. Carlin was noted for his black comedy and his thoughts on politics, the English language, psychology, religion, and various taboo subjects. Carlin and his "Seven dirty words" comedy routine were central to the 1978 U.S. Supreme Court case F.C.C. v. Pacifica Foundation, in which a 5–4 decision affirmed the government's power to regulate indecent material on the public airwaves.
He is widely regarded as one of the most important and influential stand-up comedians: One newspaper called Carlin "the dean of counterculture comedians."^[2] In 2004, Carlin was placed second on the Comedy Central list of the 100 greatest stand-up comedians, ahead of Lenny Bruce and behind Richard Pryor.^[3] The first of his 14 stand-up comedy specials for HBO was filmed in 1977. From the late 1980s, Carlin's routines focused on sociocultural criticism of modern American society. He often commented on contemporary political issues in the United States and satirized the excesses of American culture. He was a frequent performer and guest host on The Tonight Show during the three-decade Johnny Carson era, and hosted the first episode of Saturday Night Live. His final HBO special, It's Bad for Ya, was filmed less than four months before his death. In 2008, he was posthumously awarded the Mark Twain Prize for American Humor.