Day after Day

Still going strong, as most humans, we crave, have urges in some way or another. But in a complete social trap if we can call it that you can control everything, set up various sounds so it emulate the tone or idea you have, hard to explain but that way you think you never have a thought by you self.

Will end up making you complete numb in the end, catatonic if you can go that far. Making you mistakes look a hell lot worse than they seem, or success much larger.

Example If someone way to say donkey and you look up, say the word again and then you know that was a trigger. Save that word and you can say it again and again. Think im gonna buy some good head silencer, so I can get some good rest and relaxation, guess music bands have em on might be for more than one reason.

Maybe writing everything down each day if a good way of keeping the mind strong and having a place to go back and read what happened, as a buffer, a kinda diary if you can call it that. Might be a good idea to find a hobby of some kind, just got no clue what that should be ATM.

Looking trough the news and social updates, looks like the world is still going around, clocks is ticking like it always had, and most forget what happened last night or for that matter last hour, going faster and faster, what was in trendy last night is a cliche today.

A clever man one said to me, have an argument for what you are thinking or saying or you might as well shut up, there will always been a new day, but might not be the same moment, so so live in the now, instead of surviving just for the next day.

Most will say why don't you live by you own rules, think about that for a moment. If we all just did what the mind says without any hesitations, no second thought that would be chaos unlimited.

Question now Is when nothing is random how can you be impulsive ?. Every step, idea, food, well everything is planned, making you own little matrix where you can get a little crazy if you don't have a few way points to keep you mind @ bay.

Seems like going along for the ride is the best thing ATM, just idling for the circus one big reality show or something, feels like living in a movie that has been going on for way to long, again narrowing it down as much as you can, worlds 1 ´ 5 ´ 6´ and so on, the more you can simplify it down the more you can control a human, like if you want a banana say it's a bad fruit and so on, as i say complete idiotic way of controlling a situation, guess it works on some.

And yea I know ;)  

Son of sam

So the knocking, the fun games ?, manipulation is all about having control and you really don't have that, as i say the road taken is really not the road you wanna go. sanity is a state of mind, just like being a human on the track is.

Why ruin the uncut diamond ?

All really got an idea of what life is all about but are you right ? . Really no the drifter was right taking the jobs as he went along, i know i'm in prison all want me to break out of it, but are you sure you're not the one locked up ?

The endless race for happiness, wanting to belong, when do the road end, really never cause you dont have the answer for happiness.

I know what the game is but are you ready to play fair well i'm in, but instead of trying to make me into something i'm really not, try walking a road no one ever been.

And just keep taking away form me in the end you will still have me, just you fckers that are lost in the race for the sublime and you know what that ain't never gonna happen.

Well mr n3o we just want what you asked for well ? do you know my plan, do you know my pleasures yes the fcking make it happen instead of running around like, you don't have a clue, and we what you 2 be 100% well YOU WOULD NOT LIKE THAT.

And i'm not mad, just hate the ignorance.

Fun with wordpress.

Hey interwebz been setting up word-press, and its really fun to use and ain't that hard, you get a lot of options, plug ins, and there are great help to get online. i recommend you get your own host as domain for the project, cause then you can set email host and a lot more than a free host. It is really a easy blog template to use, but yet very powerful.

You will use a lot of time on it, cause you learn new skillz all the time, cause there are so many tools, plug ins free to use. Rss auto feeds, Twitter auto posting, SEO tools, your imagination is really the only restriction here, i never used so much time on Html building was more into finding exploits in it, but this is easy to use even though you ain't got the great website making skillz.

Here are a few links i used.

https://wordpress.org/  offcause.
https://www.siteground.com/tutorials/wordpress/
http://www.lubith.com/ Easy to make your own themes, free but pro costs.


www.dark.yt/ <------- My site still lots to do but we are getting there.

But as my normal saying (step by step) <----------

Want to be a hacker ?

Today IM going talk a little about starting out as a hacker if you don't want to make code's that is OK, there are loads of exploits out there, but you do need to learn how to compile them, I would suggest you take a 39$ class at metasploit. Metasploit is the World's most used penetration testing software, they got videos for simple training so if your are dyslexia no problem. Dont go looking for easy to hack tools cause most of the sites are full of malware, and hackers tend to keep there tools to them self, like in the real world they all want to be the number 1, but take it slow and you will learn a lot, it ain't so hard as most think it is.

http://www.metasploit.com/
http://www.w4rri0r.com/hacker-group-milworm.html

2 good sites you will learn a lot from, wont post more links cause these will take up most of your time.